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Thoughts on Man and Society in GeneralArchive for March, 2009
Of Black Flies and Spoons: An Analysis of the song Ironic
Alanis does get some lines right… Read the rest of this entry »
Greetings from Woodstock: The Eraserheads Reunion Concert, 2009
They came from everywhere… from all walks of life. Youth converged on one area, as if magnetized by an irresistible force. They came, picketed, and listened to the music of their generation. In a moment that lasted for forever, they raised their hands and their voices in one simultaneous expression of their lives. Read the rest of this entry »
Reality (Unposted)
Looking through the drafts that had been left unpublished, I came across this article that I had begun I would think sometime on March 2008, but never quite posted. Here it is in full: Read the rest of this entry »
A few words of contemplation
The mind can only take you to the farthest reaches of its cognition; but the soul, immortal, effervescent, can ascend to the loftiest heights, from the judgment of Heaven to the deepest abyss of Hell.
The scientists claw at the deepest corners of the brain to piece out the inner workings of the world. They live in logic, the summation of knowledge that has been discovered, agreed upon by consensus, or realized up to that point. They try to envision as much of the formulae and the algorithms of the world as their brains can take. Yet at the very end, the sadness takes them, and the conclusion grips them that even the seemingly limitless horizon of reason has an end, and beyond that plateau, only faith can carry him further.
The artists have a deeper, more anguished hunger. They do not see with their eyes, or their mind; they perceive through their souls. They pour in ink or easel, in scale and notation their very hearts, and the very reflection of their selves. For they, have a more sublime exploration: one deep within. Joseph Conrad found its horror in The Heart of Darkness; Vincent van Gogh fought depression in his art and the clamoring of his spirit, till the madness overtook him; and the great genius, Wolfgang Beethoven, stricken deaf finally in old age, screamed the loudest, in the movements of his later symphonies, and the pastorals to God, till he too broke, and must have muttered, “ah God, I can go no further.”
Or “Ah, God, no more.”
The artist understands that there is a larger, more complex world out there, and that he is one small speck in the midst of infinitesimal celestial bodies. He sees no measure in time; in fact knows that each measure merely proves that one repeats the other, and that we are trapped in an endless cycle of shuffling through the world, trying to expand our thoughts and minds, but never truly going beyond the limits of our existence. Not even beyond a city, a province, a country, a continent. He looks finally inward, and finds both meaning and a constant emptiness in the exploration of his soul. If he is not careful he loses purpose in life, for what value does anything have, before the scale of God’s universe?
We wonder at the grand paintings of Michelangelo and the thundering of Wagner, but these are mere futile attempts of the artist to break from the prison of this mortal, tangible world, into the supernatural, the external realm where the Heavens dwell, and where the angels shine in such terrifying radiance that is beyond the limits of the largest star. And even they are mere reflections to the the irresistible, all-Powerful, existence and presence of God. Can we not see the plight of the artists, trying to fit these magnificent bodies to paper and ink, or throwing their souls through stentorian orchestra to reach these heights, only to fall so humiliatingly short?
Let these words carry through the reader, to his own musings: picture the world from afar, and dots spiking to lines trying desperately to break through the atmosphere to space; these are the multitude of men, trying in their vain, hope-ridden hearts, to touch God.
Tableau

A place far away,
Mountains that stretch
To Heaven itself
Fields of endless green
The soft, crisp air,
filling your nostrils
Freezing your skin
A hue of yellow, green and white
A brief glimpse,
You cannot stay
The mountains
reach to the skies,
Where air is scant
And breath leaves you,
And the soul is taken
Watching now
from that fast-moving car
on a shaky railway train,
The mountains from far away
seem to pull you
Their majesty
Like judging gods,
before mortals in Elysium
(as those fields seemed to be)
We move, I move
but the land is endless
and suspended in time,
Untapped, untempered,
unhindered, untouched
I am locked in a prison
of this railway car
While my eyes are only solace
To touch the green and yellow
and the white
Of that place far away

